I just want to go to sleep, I’m so tired from the retreat and yet I’m still going to go to class later tonight and get my ass beat. The saving grace is that I’ll be able to sleep through the night, the not so saving grace is that I need more sleep which I’ll hopefully get tomorrow night. Need to spend more time with kids and figure out my schedule for the end of the week with sandy and mike kim. Just looking forward to training and just getting some stress out.

Nuff said!

It’s time to start fresh, time to start over. I’m now dedicating the upcoming future to myself and to what I want and what I need. I’ve started to take care of myself in that I now pay better attention to what I eat, I exercise more – heck I even fit back into a pair of pants that got “a bit too tight”. I miss the past but I will not live in it or dwell in it. I am moving on to new things for myself – more v-ball, some new martial arts, new friends, re-aquainting myself with old friends, etc. So many things to do with so little time. Wish I was really well off so I wouldn’t have to work and could just go to classes and learn all sorts of stuff. If anything I’ll def. take advantage of whatever time I do have and try to maximize what I get out of this life. Now if only I could figure out how to do all this and get more sleep . .