It’s time to start fresh, time to start over. I’m now dedicating the upcoming future to myself and to what I want and what I need. I’ve started to take care of myself in that I now pay better attention to what I eat, I exercise more – heck I even fit back into a pair of pants that got “a bit too tight”. I miss the past but I will not live in it or dwell in it. I am moving on to new things for myself – more v-ball, some new martial arts, new friends, re-aquainting myself with old friends, etc. So many things to do with so little time. Wish I was really well off so I wouldn’t have to work and could just go to classes and learn all sorts of stuff. If anything I’ll def. take advantage of whatever time I do have and try to maximize what I get out of this life. Now if only I could figure out how to do all this and get more sleep . .